UNIQUE

 

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Source: Wallhaven

 

 

The eyes are truly the window to the soul.

As I observed,

everyone,

so impatiently,

waiting.

I looked into their eyes,

and saw,

struggle,

loss,

worry,

serenity,

disappointment,

joy,

distraction,

pain,

satisfaction,

regret.

I saw,

in their eyes –

the way they saw the world.

As I observed,

everyone,

so differently

the same.

All searching

for a place in this world,

and a little bit of fame.

– Roro ♡

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I need to write, kinda thing… (Piece of Advice – P.o.A)

When she became ‘unresponsively ill’, an hour away felt too long. I plugged myself in her port to charge myself, daily. Now that her batteries are run-down and her port all crooked, I n…

Source: I need to write, kinda thing… (Piece of Advice – P.o.A)

I need to write, kinda thing… (Piece of Advice – P.o.A)

When she became ‘unresponsively ill’, an hour away felt too long.

I plugged myself in her port to charge myself, daily. Now that her batteries are run-down and her port all crooked, I no longer have energy. And I thought she was rechargeable.

My energy came from an external source and I  fed off it until it was no longer usable. And then I sat with myself, run-down, with no energy.

What I am trying to say is that once one is reliant upon external energy, we run ourselves short as energy from others do not last. My point that I am trying to make is that we have to be our own source of energy and not feed off others, something which I am most often guilty of.

The reason I wrote this piece, in particular, is because I had stolen energy from my ‘significant other’ and when she was diagnosed with Leukemia, I still fed off her. Then the days fell in, where she became ‘unresponsively ill’ and I could no longer feed.  I was starving and required energy to live, her energy.

I felt my thoughts escape my mind and occupy other parts of my body. My shoulders, lower back, stomach, and legs became heavy as if a pile of sand was placed on top of my head. My thoughts were making me ill and I was weakening because I had no energy of my own –

Now, I sit and I write and I explain to you the mistakes I made and I hope that you can learn from them.

 

SO LEARN THAT:

  • IT IS NOT OKAY to feed off others, you came into this world alone, you are self-sufficient! However, do know, that I am not promoting withdrawn behavior, I am merely stating that you are enough for you to help you.
  • ALWAYS REMEMBER that we are born with all the resources we need to face life and all its obstacles. It’s just a matter of accessing those resources at the right time.
  • FEEDING OFF OTHERS will only be harmful to yourself in future as we are not trusting ourselves and our bodies to guide us through it all.
  • Be your OWN energy!

 

And who knows you better than you?

 

 

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Source: Maven

 

 

I wish you all the success and hope that you prosper into the flower that you have within you.

– Roro ♡

HOW MUCH IS ENOUGH?!!!

Does money really make the world go round?

or does it tear everything apart?

Does it change your life,

or break your heart?

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Source: Kharasach

 

Does it bring you joy,

or place feelings of envy and destroy?

Does it make you happy,

or always miserable and snappy?

 

Does money really make the world go round?

Or does it turn your life, upside down?

Does it give you an eternal smile,

or does it only last for a little while?

 

Money,

has formed part

of characteristics people need to meet,

to be “good enough”.

“He is handsome, polite and rich”

“She is cute, innocent and comes from a wealthy family”

 

Does money really make the world go round?

Has it defined us,

or do we only see it as a big mound?

 

And I understand,

money IS important,

but it changed us,

creating masses of abhorrent.

 

So I asked myself.

Does money really make the world go round,

or does it break and tear,

everything down?

– Roro ♡

 

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Source: Jon Dulin (wasted money)

ONLY STRONG ONES FALL

I didn’t want to let you go, but you destroyed me. You destroyed my self-esteem. You destroyed the last bit of love. You destroyed every inch of my soul. You have taken the last of me, to build a b…

Source: ONLY STRONG ONES FALL

ONLY STRONG ONES FALL

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Source: Pedro Diaz Molins

I didn’t want to let you go,

but you destroyed me.

You destroyed

my self-esteem.

You destroyed

the last bit of love.

You destroyed

every inch of my soul.

You have taken

the last of me,

to build a better you.

And now,

when I look into the mirror,

I see a completely different view.

Because,

I didn’t want to let you go.

But,

there is something you should know,

even though all of you

has robbed me of my glow.

I still manage to stand

tall.

Bearing in mind,

only strong ones

fall.

–           Roro ♡